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Article #149: The Secret Inner Life Of Alzheimer's Disease: A Spiritual View

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The fact that there is a greater leaves that float by - the wisps of
incidence today of Alzheimer's disease thought that float through the inner
than in previous centuries has not gone landscape. The fragmentation that
unnoticed by some observers who seek to occurs does so because in the time in
account for its increased presence among which these mental and imaginative
the aging, one that occurs at great fragments were created, the need arose to
personal cost and with grave consequences keep them hidden in order to create
for families and loved ones. The primary barriers of reason and logic around the
cost of Alzheimer's disease lies in the functioning of the effective personality.
loss of 'presentness' it brings to the And so they remained part of a floating
one so afflicted - an increasing absence and unstable world of inner possibility.
of the known and familiar self from And not just a world of possibility, but
awareness, reflection, and memory, and an a world of fragmented possibility. For
increased departure of the interactive among the central features of Alzheimer's
self from relationships that have been are the strangeness of its thought
significant in the past. Indeed, the patterns and the sudden changeability of
loss of presentness that comes with their focus. Both features are present
Alzheimer's disease is so great, and the in many with Alzheimer's, and both serve
sadness it brings to those who feel they the purpose of dismantling the rational
are losing a dear parent, friend, or element of functioning in order that the
partner so pervasive, that it is emotional and imaginative elements be
important to try to find a spiritual given freer reign. Despite the great loss
meaning and purpose for the sequence of of outer functioning that Alzheimer's
deterioration that seems to strip one brings, one may say that within the
down to the bare bones of humanity, with secret inner world a transformation is
sometimes even that being in question due taking place. Where mental functioning
to the deterioration of physical as well may have been a priority before, now the
as mental and emotional functioning. All functioning of a child begins to appear.
that is known about Alzheimer's today has Where judgment and critical analysis may
given us some hope for modifying the have been valued heavily, now innocence
disastrous effect of its course and for begins to be given space and room in
making the passage gentler, with less which to breathe. And where
distress to those who remain in loving unrelatedness to the spiritual world may
relationship with the one who is ill. have been present, now the absence of
Yet, these modifications are far from self-definition creates a greater sense
offering an understanding of what of oneness with life and a kind of
spiritual good might come from such an innocent spirituality which accepts all
illness - what gain to the soul might that is. And what of those for whom
equal the significant loss of the Alzheimer's brings anger, irritability,
familiar self which the disorder creates. and extreme outbursts of rage? These,
The truth of the matter is that the too, are fragments or aspects of self
spiritual world in which Alzheimer's that have been previously dormant. In
plays a significant role is a very their manifestation, they offer the
different world than what appears on the opportunity of being experienced by the
outside. It is a world in which the play inner witness. As upsetting as these
of imagination takes precedence over the outbursts often are, they nevertheless
function of rationality, and in which the produce a kind of self-confrontation with
mind becomes the playground of random aspects of consciousness that have
thoughts, inner events, and memories. previously been restricted from
These inner movements arise from various awareness. For those who seek to
places - some from bits and pieces of the understand the greater spiritual good
past; some from wishes that have never that comes from a situation whose
been expressed; and some from a place external features appear to involve great
that can only be called the dream-self - loss, limitation, or hardship, it may be
the self that the unconscious mind said that accompanying the loss of mental
projects upon the physical plane in order functioning which Alzheimer's brings is a
to bring something that has been hidden reorganization of the basic personality
into the light of day. Because of the structure so that a new birth can take
fragmentation of the images, thoughts, place - one that will have positive
and emotions, as well as the uncertainty consequences for the soul in their future
concerning their validity, the outside development and evolution. This new
observer can generally never really tell birth does not come without a price. And
what is real and true and what is fantasy yet it comes because of the soul's deep
about what is being communicated by wish for healing and wholeness and for a
someone with Alzheimer's disease. What bringing together of the fragments of
the outsider witnesses is a unique world, self into a new configuration. For those
a world of one, and others, often to who must stand and watch the progressive
their great sorrow, feel that they are deterioration of the personality of a
locked out of it. Here, in the center of loved one, there is a need to be gentle
this very private world is a great garden with oneself, for many feelings are
of spiritual flowers - not flowers of possible and are evoked by this
reason or of clear thinking, but flowers situation. Yet it is important to note
of impulse and imagination, flowers of that in the midst of sorrow and of
emotion that were never given exposure progressive loss, there can also be a
during childhood, during dreams, or view of the emerging new self that is
during other lifetimes. These now wait being born. If the eyes of the heart
to be experienced and expressed. Because can be focused not only on the pain of
the rational element of communication is loss or on the difficulties of care, but
largely absent, the imaginings and voices also on the unfoldment of the new, it may
of the unexpressed self are revealed be that the inner Tree of Life can be
mysteriously, without any seeming meaning seen under which the loved one sits,
or coherence. And yet in the midst of gathering the leaves and petals of their
the absence of coherence, a great tree is own imaginative process in order to meld
being given shape. Beneath its branches them together into a new fabric of
are the flowers, leaves, and seeds of the wholeness at some future date.
collective past of the person who is Julie Redstone is a teacher, writer, and
witnessing them. They are the particles founder of Light Omega, a center for
and parts of the unrealized self, the spiritual teaching and healing in
rejected self, the wished for self, the Massachusetts. The purpose of Light Omega
hoped for self, that are being gathered is to create an understanding of the
up in an apron in order to be looked at earth's sacred transition into light and
and evaluated imaginatively by the one the changes this will bring.
who sits beneath this tree catching the






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